ok over all 2005 sucked ass...yes i got a job finally after searching for so damn long..that should have been my first hint that i wasn't meant to be back here...but i just couldn't leave...2005 was the year of all years that i hope to forget...i can only hope that by starting anew in new orleans i can move past all the pain that i had to endure ( Read more... )

time is getting shorter...the days themselves seem to not exist...i will miss everyone that loved me...i can't get my hopes up on anything all i know is i'm doing the right thing...i'm leaving for the right reasons...but i don't know if its going to work out...i don't know if anything will work...i hope that i'm not misled...i hope...i laid two ( Read more... )

so the day is fast approaching when i leave this God forsaken town and all its hellish imperfections....i'm nerve racked as all hell and have alot of packing to do. worried about whats going to come of this move and more so if my life is going to actually work. tired of watching it fall apart and wondering how the hell i'm going to pick it back up ( Read more... )

i can't get over that line from charlie and the chocolate factory..its badass..and it worx when peeps are having really shitty days...so last nite was rocken like dokken...suz took me to go get my lip pierced and i love it..right now its in that annoying phaze of pain but i like it. then we whent to circuit city and got two dvd's...gangs of new ( Read more... )

so the trip was nice...i realized that i had updated my other blogs but not my live journal...some of the stores out there weren't open yet..which is to be expected...but all in all there wasn't that much damage.i whent thru the quarter in a cloud of emotions and haven't been able to stop thinkin of it yet...jan can't come fast enough...the only ( Read more... )

finally after months of not seeing my home and dealing with the katrina bullshit...i am finally going home...mainly to set shit up cuz i'm moving jan 1st yep i made the decision....i'm going to miss all my friends and family out here but you know what in the grand scheme of things...i get to go home. i'm excited. and my emotions are on this ( Read more... )

so just when i thought that my job or ex job couldn't skrew me over any more they have now shorted me 300 bux of severence pay...i'm pissed...no livid...if i call her and bitch she'll just tell me that the amount is correct...only here's the damn kick in the teeth...i worked full time for a month before i saw my first fuckin paycheck from that hell ( Read more... )

ok so last nite was really badass....i dressed up as mandy (but all grown up and gothed out) wally dressed up as grim (also gothed out cuz his costume was unbelievable) and suz dressed up as billy...we all met up at barney's with the full intent to go out trick or treating,but when we all got there it was too late...damn halloween for bein on a ( Read more... )

its a definate wheel of death world out there...you spin it the wrong way and there goes your head. you wanna know whats on my mind? well i don't even know myself. i dunno whats in my heart anymore...i am in pain...pain that i can't climb out of or wrap my head around. i can't fix it anymore...i'm pathetic. when my day suddenly revolves around two ( Read more... )

i have nothing left to say...stop breathin down my neck ( Read more... )