so last nite ruled ended up going to barney's with jess and hangin out...she was worried cuz she thought she wouldn't be able to get in but nonetheless she got in and all was good...we dropped her back off at our house so she could pick up her car and then me and susan headed out with jojo and sara for some chat time at denny's...it was then that ( Read more... )

so this is the basic synopsis of hell...i say that as an underlying note to the past couple of days..being that it's the end of the month..words can't explain the stress that i am facing...don't get me wrong i love my job (it keeps me busy and there's never a dull moment...either laughing at the gay guys that i work with or wanting to kill brokers ( Read more... )

so i'm stressed i need to get fucking drunk and i'm incredibly pissed off...work was hectic it's the end of the month and thats all i need to say..i had to process a file today that couldn't be processed for two fucking days cuz it was incomplete...then i had to call and get nothing but voicemails for 5hrs...oh god i don't want to go into this i'm ( Read more... )

today was in a word aweful...had to run around the office like a chicken with it's head cut off doing everything for everyone...it's the end of the month so things are getting crazy as loans are pouring in...but tis ok i knew today was gonna suck everyone saw it comming...the printer broke down...copier started copying wrong...it was just all kinds ( Read more... )

don't ask me whats up with the title or anything cuz it just came to me and i had to write it down...it has nothing to do with this entry or anything...i think it's something going on emotionally that i haven't recognized or maybe i have just transcended to that typical goth chick...god i hope not i'm cynical enough as it is...so life is going ( Read more... )

what to say...or what to write....well due to the coughing i'm now on a fucking inhaler...fuck this shit..the only good thing about it is that i get stoned everytime i take it...so being at work is interesting....they gave me lots of good drugs but they have no fucking clue what the hell is wrong with me (ha go figure) they never know whats wrong ( Read more... )

ok so i've had this horrible cough for about damn near a month and everyone is forcing me to go to the doc...i hate doc's they don't know what the hell they are doing and bug the shit outta me but i'm gonna comply with em cuz well they are all pissed off at me for coughing so damn much...and for those dumbasses out there that are gonna ask if i've ( Read more... )

ok so today kind of sucked ass...i get to work and me and susan finish putting the files in the boxes that they needed to go into...we were supposed to train for underwritting today but we didn't get so far..we worked on the new files then whent to lunch where we found ourselves driving to discount tire to get susan's tire fixed and while they were ( Read more... )

as the lil one lays a napping ( Read more... )

today i had to man the phones..stressful when you work at a mortgage company...tired i am because of the lack of sleep my body is giving me...but i digress...what is on my mind really has nothing to do with whats going on in my life so much as well some of the feelings i feel when i'm in the company of others...why is it that when people go their ( Read more... )