I swear i'm becomming more and more nocturnal as the days go on...finding it harder and harder to sleep when the suns not up...funny thing is with as little sleep as i'm getting i'm still waking up everyday not tired...what the hell is up with that...ok now thats outta the way...today we finally paid our rent and everyone had their rent on time... ( Read more... )

so i was watching Saw a few days ago and started thinking...if i were ever captured and given a choice to fight for my life or end it what would i do...based on the events as of late i would probably choose to suffer...it would give some color to my already dismal life and would probably be a life changing experiance...now on the other hand...today ( Read more... )

ok so today didn't really particularly stand out in any way...there wasn't anything out of the blue that happened or even noteworthy of writting on here..so what is there to tell i woke up...watched tv...whent down to the office to sign off the end of the lease..which took a wopping two minutes...well and now we are here...playing with ferrets and ( Read more... )

so today wasn't that bad...i woke up joined tj for a smoke and then whent to my room to start packing...needless to say it didn't take nearly as long as i thought it would..but then why would it...i didn't really accumulate more shit since the last times i moved...yeah thats right i said times..as in plural...after two big garbage bags full of ( Read more... )

ok..so i had a farely good day today and that was partially due to a badass night last night...first of all let me back track and tell you about yesterday and how it led up to a muchly deserved awesome nite...i cut my hair again...finally...it was getting too damn long...and the lady fucked it up...doesn't look anything like it should..it's too ( Read more... )

so today was my dad's wedding day and that was fun to go too...though before that...now there is the problem...tj actually thought he would get away with susan's card...yeah riiiiight....okie...whatever...so i whent out today and decided that it was time to dye my hair..yep gonna attempt it again..i'm just stupid i guess so all of yous out there ( Read more... )

SHE'S BACK! yeah you read it right folks and to those of you that are asking who...it's the bitch...the source of my pain and torment..ok well not all of it..just some of it...you know who i'm talking about...the one who drives me up a wall and back down again...ok so it's not completely her fault that i'm homicidal just right now...yep...gonna ( Read more... )

ok...so right now i am unbarably pissed frustrated and unamused...the back room is currently covered in white shit..yeah dry wall shit and we don't have a shop vac...fun stuff..so for two hrs i was out there sweeping and attempting to vacuum with a um *cough* an uber carpet vac...ok now let me explaine something to all you out there who actually ( Read more... )

ugh just please someone...cut my head off and spit down my neck...i'm bored...so bored with my life...trying to make it work out to have another thing fail...but this is the same song different day..not even a different tune...lately i've been thinking about things i cannot fix nor change...you know the paths that i took and shouldn't..then i ( Read more... )

For everyone's entertainment of course tonites blood will be spilt by yours truly...v-day sucked big surprise....tried to pretend it didn't exist but as we all know well it does and it's real name is "single awareness day" haha thank you liz for that one...anyway lots of my friends are engaged...woo fucking hoo....um ankle still hurts....but jojo ( Read more... )