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I cant wait until school.
I dont understand why Im feeling this way. Im a disappointment to myself and my mom, especially.
Lately Ive been wondering where all my friends have went, why I dont get calls anymore. Why the only person I have in my life other then my mother, is Bob.
I hate being alone.
On the other hand- more modeling, new photographer-WSU orientation on -
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Im still a fuck up. I want Bob to be right here, right now. -
hassle
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Im so exhausted. My lungs are about to collapse. Hookah is not good if it only goes around once.
its 4 months today. Im so happy with him -
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oh man am I sore as fuck. DEMF was better then I thought this year. I was sort of upset by the lack of stages, but the Beatport was amazing. I danced my ass off for 10 hours, Im not even kidding you. At the end of the night I could barely walk or breathe. Bob had to almost carry me back to the car( a few blocks away). It was fun seeing everybody ( Read more... ) -
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I quit my job.
Im pretty stressed about school.One week to go.
Anyway DEMF Saturday, maybe Monday for sure. Im so excited. Its def. going to be alot of fun showing Bob what rolling is really like. -
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Bob moved out. Its crazy sleeping in a different house, but kind of knowing that its ok. I like sleepovers. I drove about 60 miles today. This gas thing needs to review itself.\\
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certain people trigger anxiety
It's kind of funny how fast the paranoid feeling comes over you , when you get a reminder of someone you used to care about. Someone who ruined your life, or attempted it ( Read more... )