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I'm not sure what colour "blah" should be, so I'm choosing mauve (maybe beige would have been better, but no going back!) I feel like there's this semi-sepia tone that everything is radiating; a dullness that taints the vibrance that should be showing through. I don't know what or how to make me happy again ( Read more... )

Like most, when I'm talking with or confronting someone I tend to use I statements. Not just because it's polite or something but rather it is supposed to convey your feelings to the other party without attacking them. So what happens when you are confronting yourself ( Read more... )

Ahh a post about self-defense mechanisms ( Read more... )

So with improving myself, I need to be more honest. Not just with other people, but most importantly with myself ( Read more... )

I'm trying not to be angry ( Read more... )

Today I turned my old hard drive into an external drive, this makes me very happy. Since my PC died I haven't had access to any of my music files ( Read more... )

This morning I had to go down to Monroe County for work ( Read more... )

Of tonight was when some random chich say to me, "you should go home, shove your thumb up your ass, and jerk-off on your pillow". To which I replied, "sweetie that's what I do every night, be more creative".
Ahh the hightlights of loving in Lansing with EL nextdoor.

So let's not lie, I'm out drinking with a coworker I'll call danny. His college friends and I are a a bar in EL. It's pretty intense.
I'm having a good time but nonetheless I feel out of place. He's a great guy but still younger.
Good times.