so i got my work schedule for this week. 5.5 hours. i'm applying at a different company tomorrow. if that doesn't turn out, guitar center might be seeing my polo shirts on a daily basis. Aaaahhhhhhhh! fuck!

it all comes down to this ( Read more... )

i constantly hear music in my head. where ever i go...and it's usually not stuff i've been listening to. god, i wish i could get some of this shit out. it's really annoying sometimes. i just sit here at 2:08am with guitar and play. no thinking...just playing. and it's shit but sometimes it sounds alright. other times, it's just pure ( Read more... )

I am ( Read more... )

it's painful how friends come and go. it's even more painful watching people isolate themselves...it's usually inadvertently. if i had to sum up american culture in one word, it would be "lonely." Americans are lonely. People really don't have any clue how to maintain intimate relationships (friends, b/f&g/f's, family, co-workers, etc.). i ( Read more... )

Went out with Brian last night. Fun as always. Now about those ladies... God damn Brian thinks that being single sucks. I would agree...sort of. The lack of vagina is sorely missed, but it comes and goes now and then. I'm getting to the point where I don't care anymore. I just want to play and have fun when it comes to women. Yeah, a ( Read more... )

*(the following was a writing exercise from a creative writing class that i took ( Read more... )

ok, so my shrink says that i'm a cynical asshole. he says that's why i don't get laid (hmmm...i think it has to do more with the fact that i'm way too critical of women which would have to do with my cynicism). he always tells me that i should take the perspective of those who I am criticizing. He says that I detach myself from others though my ( Read more... )

these stupid scrawny fucks are taking the only piece i need to finish my workout. god dammit...let me do my cable crunches. they stare in the mirror as they use the cable machine. i fucking want to beat their little punkasses down! but i won't because i'm passive aggressive. thus, i'm writing here...right now...instead of punching. isn't life ( Read more... )

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