ok so maybe Im a little ahead of myself...

[batpeter]

and just when you think things finally go your way, someones there to stop your mind from finally being wrapped up in all this stress...and then just add a few more problems atop of the towering burdens that are on your back

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[ivan_the_ok]

Read my LJ, 2nd post from the top. You'd appreciate that =D

serendipity?

[luz_y_sombra]

as you know, i read this entry this afternoon. i was and am at a lost of words to offer you (which frustrates me). but today's windy weather blew a piece of hope in the form of paper across my path.

i wish i would have written this but i did not. i hope it helps.

step up. i'm not here to baby you, i'm here to punch you

[anonymous]

stop being an idiot. how is partying til you cry going to help your mother get through what is happening? how is that going to help you? get the fuck up, step up, be the son your mother knows you can be (ie: not a stupid drunkard who parties and surrounds himself with rotten apples/people he can't stand to escape the reality that will only claw in deeper in the morning-after hangover) and not the son you are becoming. no matter what your grandfather is going through, just be the grandson he knew. fuck if he can't remember... just love him as you always have. he knew where he was going... love is all he and your mother needs from you, and a little fucking faith in your damn self wouldn't hurt either. send that email. drinking will get you no where emotionally... just down. a man to his beer bottle is like a baby and their mother's tit... one day that have to learn to let that nipple go and grow the fuck up. __Tita