Well I just wanted to get on hear and say some random stuff im not really sure what to say right now but I know why im on hear and this isnt the place at the moment to put what I feel that's for another post that noone is getting. Im just going to go and hang out one more day of summer school joy.

Yea i havent updated in a while im just on hear to rant about my parents.No matter what I do it's always the same they find the lilist thing to piss me off.Ok so yea iListen to tenatious D so fricking What o wow cuss words heck it aint like I havent heard them words before and wow a song called kilbasa sausage talking aobut what else but sex wow so ( Read more... )

Ok ive had some trials come my way in the past month or so and these songs are really speaking out to me and it's soothing to me and kayla is helping me get over this and we are helping each other I love her with all my heart but enough of the mushy stuff hear are the songs ( Read more... )

Ok im seriously at the point of just hopeing that I die in the next 5 min i really dont want to live today has been a seriously hellish day nothing went well im falling apart and i cant help my self up anymore noone can I pushed someone away far enough and it's lead me to places i dont need to be in and things i dont need to be doing im so fricking ( Read more... )

ok if god said lead me not into temptations does the include your bed tempting you to sleep? that has came to my mind i don ot know why lol yes i know it does not includ your bed but the guide lines to that should be explained or was it...anwya im out bye peeps love ya bob cat

Ok im really tired and my chest is hurting more than normal and i feel like crap and really hungrey and well we are eating hot dogs I have went on hot dog strike cuz they are begining to taste nasty to me and uggg on top of all this i have no money to get food and i have a head ake *sighs* im really tired and sick rigth now im going to go *calls ( Read more... )

I'm a stupid fool why God created me I dont know I let things get to far out and things get to me really quickly due To things I call upon myself as a fool and one who needs to set his limits at what do do and how to do I feel like going into seclusion no tv nothing just sit there in silence alone I just dont know how to explain things But im a ( Read more... )

Ok im really bored recap of last night I got Sick of someone that i will speak of soon. Ok so my parents left me home alone to go somewhere and was not back till around 10 something today. So johnathan Harsch stayed at my house last night I stayed gone till he came over but when he got hear we went to movie gallrey and got some movies/games and ( Read more... )

Why do i care at this point in life now i ask why did u keep me god and not let me die when i had the chance the 20 other times i just wanna be at rest and be normal and not hated by people and made fun of I wanna be normal and have fun in life and do things that i wanna do I dont reallhy have much more to say thnka to ben calming donw i got to go

Yea i haven't really updated and haven't really cared to update i guess it's cuz i haven't done it cuz my computer was messed up for a long time. Anyway for the past 2 days Ive had trouble sleeping last night only one person knows how I got to sleep and it didnt' happen till around 12 last night and alot of random things were on my mind last night ( Read more... )