To Rebecca. I do know the feeling I had it really bad last year and this year I gave up. It makes me really sad and I decided not to think about it. I'm not saying you should ignor it. I'm just saying I know the feeling and you'll always have me around ... I mean look how far we've come. My dad once told me "as we grow older our friends grow ( Read more... )

I'm done being pushed around by my mothers emotions. In the end I will never be good enough and I will always hurt her feelings. I don't really know how I do it but, I honestly feel I remind her of the divorce that happened when I was 13....I'm almost 18 now and she still hasn't moved on and every thing I do reminds her of it. I don't want to go ( Read more... )

The name of the movie is "Final Company ( Read more... )

So I just rearanged Zanes room so I could have a space to live. He said that was cool but then when his friends came over he bitched at me for taking up all the space. I so didn't. Any way he said don't worry about it and he was really nice to me untill his friends were around. I wanted to kill him.

so...yeah... Im sick of tring... it's not up to me it's up to him and you know what I mean.

Im pulling a becca

Well it's the first of the new year, lets hope it's ALOT better then the last. I'm moving in with mom and Dad is moving in with Delta. We're starting a new. Lets hope it goes well. James can you just marry me now and we'll run off togeather, I think I have better chances doing that then sitting around my moms house. lol. I mean it ( Read more... )

Every year I go to this. It's a bunch of my moms friends and friends from my babyhood. So you know those crowds. Everyone has a bunch of screaming children that you want to kill ( Read more... )

uh.... I hate being sick ... oh for fuck sake

Yeah so I forgot I had an LJ again. hows every one. I'm sure we all are up to date on the most recent shit if not, to bad cuz I'm not posting it. I made a new friend. And my dad crashed and burned after turkey day he broke down crying randomly ... poor guy hes so stressed about are money situation, That's the suckyest part of not living with your ( Read more... )

I keep forgetting I have one of these. TOMORROWS HALLOWEEN!!!!