So much drama, and it's only Tuesday. When it rains it pours, as the saying goes ( Read more... )

Finally, I begin to see the fruits of my labor. I went over to her house after work to watch The Grudge and told her about my dog getting put to sleep. She insisted on coming over to spend the night and keep me company. I, of course, didn't argue with her. We got to my house and laided down together to get some sleep, but neither of us actually ( Read more... )

I just found out that my dog will more than likely be put down tomorrow. She's very very ill and can barely get around the yard. Her name is Kuma, a pure breed akita, and I've had her for about 12 years now. There's not really a whole lot to be said about this topic, just that I'm going to miss her a hell of a lot ( Read more... )

I went to the movies with Jackie, Nate, Julie, and Christian to see Hitchhiker's Guide (which was awesome!) Friday. I ended up getting there before everyone else, and I'd tried all day to call her. It was eating me alive inside, a burning hatred for my own supreme idiocy. Just before everyone arrived at the theatre, she called me and we made up ( Read more... )

Still lamenting my terrible lapse of judgement the other night. I have no idea how to make it up to her. If I had my choice I would just erase the entire experience from existence, much like touching a magnet to a video tape or deleting a file from a PC. But life is not that simple, everyone makes mistakes and you have to live with the ( Read more... )

I'm not sure why I stormed out of there last night. I should have stuck around, talked it out, but I'm an emotional person and because I don't like to share my emotions I have a bad habit of running from them. Now she's mad at me and I'm mad at her the whole fucked up situation is because of a fuking dream. But the dream wounded me... it wounded ( Read more... )

Last night while I was working my friend Taran called me. She seemed really upset so I told her I would call her after work. I'm not sure how I knew, but somehow I did. I knew something was wrong with someone I knew but just couldn't pin it down ( Read more... )

My, how the times fly. It's hard to beleive that my experience at that event were two years ago. It makes me a bit nostaligic to think about those times. Now, you might think that Dragoncon is a geek event. Comic fans and roleplayers and cardfloppers communing to lament thier own loserdom. But that's not at all what Dragoncon is. It has all ( Read more... )

It's funny how life works out. Just when you think you've seen the last of a person they somehow manage to slip back into your life. Maybe I should give her another chance, though she's burned through all three of her chances and then some. Her name is Ashley, and our relationship was hardly what you would call healthy ( Read more... )

It's been said that silence is golden, but being an egomaniac I tend to rather enjoy the sound of my own voice. I like to speak my mind (thoughts and emotions are seperate) about movies, music, politics, and the world. However, truth-be-told I enjoy listening more than I enjoy talking. People say incrediby interesting things and you'd be ( Read more... )