i just need a hug.

WORD of the day: enigmatic - of or resembling an enigma; puzzling

isn't that the way of things? sometimes i wish i had a really big secret, one that if i told you, i'd have to then kill you over. wouldn't that be fun? like wearing fun underwear...

since i couldn't squeeze myself into ailene's schedule of IMing and watching videos on ebaumsworld last night (all-important as it may be), i didn't get to write the entry that i wanted. therefore ( Read more... )

em·power·ment n ( Read more... )

this isn't really what i want to be doing at this time of the morning, but here i am. seems i am revisiting the olden days of insomnia just for nostalgia's sake (and against my will.) i don't mind being up this late if i had never been asleep, but waking up and then not being able to go back ( Read more... )

it's saturday! and what does that mean? um well come to think of it, a lot less than it used to. but still, i'm entitled to my exclamation! saturday! if nothing else it's always good for lounging in pjs and eating pancakes ( Read more... )

coffee, coffee, coffee ( Read more... )

as an update to yesterday's entry:

i always forget that for me, when all else fails, the magical advice "fuck that shit!" almost always works.  so today before class: "fuck that shit!"  i read a Women's Health magazine for about 15 minutes: the crucial Me-time that i've lately been missing.  i changed into ballet clothes, thought about wearing ( Read more... )

i gave up buying CDs for Lent. 40+ agonizing days of avoiding my favorite hangouts i.e. Borders, CDMax, The Music Recyclery so as to also avoid temptation. i must say that it was considerably easier than giving up chocolate or soda or any beverage other than water (that was my dad's - psychoinsanely hard, if you ask me. but he's into that self- ( Read more... )

why can't i have been the one that people wanted for a change? don't hot girls ever get tired of getting all the attention? why don't they just take a break for a while?