i haven't written in here for a long while. but i feel like this makes it all the more safe for me to do so, seeing as few people in my life right now even know that this journal exists ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm cheating on you, livejournal. but yes, there is another someone in my life:

http://www.xanga.com/baziggy

i hope you understand.

our lives are reaching the end of a phase ( Read more... )

well that was a little dramatic; i am being swept away by the atmosphere of ballet camp. yet, to add insult to injury, i found out that even though i am doing all i can, there have still been criticisms to my working style. i feel like i am having the most productive summer that i possibly could be having, given the time, place, and people, yet ( ( Read more... )

most of these days, i've been keeping track of myself on actual paper, in a REAL livejournal, so to speak. therefore, i don't particularly feel the need to rewrite everything here, unless i had my journal here and i could spend a little time in transcription ( Read more... )

rachel knew that saying it out loud would make a difference ( Read more... )

during the summer, there are so many things to think about when you are lying in your bed, sweating your insides out through the tiny sweat glands in your skin. you can't sleep because the air is too thick to breathe, and you can't move because if you do, then the hot air is swirled around and makes you even hotter ( Read more... )

fuckingshitdamnpussycuntslutwhore ( Read more... )

wednesday...i, i just don't know if it is or if it isn't. or if it even matters or if i even care. all i know about this day is that johanna left and with her took yet another piece of my heart that i have given away. will i ever run out of heart to give? will it ever come to a time when i have given it all away and therefore have nothing left ( Read more... )

live from Milwaukee...it's sunday night ( Read more... )