do any of your friends make you feel like the lazy bum that you've always known you are, just never admitted to yourself? sometimes it seems like all my friends are like that. i suppose it's better than having equally as slacker friends, because then i'd have no standards to live up to, no motivation to be better, no reason to get out there and ( Read more... )

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happy new year! any resolutions? i never make any. i just end up disappointing myself. perhaps i should make a resolution to be less pessimistic...but then again, i've already broken it by expecting to disappoint myself if i make any resolutions. hmm. i think a better idea would be to resolve to live fully "in the moment" so that the things ( Read more... )

it's my curse as a dancer. i can't look back in my photo albums without thinking at least once every two seconds "am i fatter now?" what a way to live! i have been conditioned into this mindset - well, i suppose that if i'm talking about it anyway, i can say that every american has been conditioned along with me - of thinking that thin=beautiful ( Read more... )

people are supposed to tell all their secrets, all the things no one is supposed to know...it's their urge to be honest. to feel like their lives are exciting thrilling two-sided double-packed filled with mystery intrigue danger ( Read more... )

one) the feeling of waking up just one minute too early ( Read more... )

my mother has always said that you have to give mail to get mail, but what happens when you give and give and give and never get? it's not that my pride is hurt or anything, i just want to hear from the people i care enough about to actually write to. obviously if i sent you mail, it means that you are worth a few half-hours of my time...and it ( Read more... )

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DEFEATISM - acceptance or resignation to the prospect of defeat

Canadian Ballerina28
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posted December 06, 2004 12:20 PM                   
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I used to eat 700, maybe less, in extreme heat (think Italian 45 degree + sunshine) and I functioned...sure, sometimes I felt a little dizzy but that's what happens when ( Read more... )