So, Florida is absolutely gorgeous. It is like almost 80, clear skies, and a slight breeze. I know you are all jealous. We had our first practice this morning. Because I have been so stressed about things, I have a crappy practice. As much as I love it down here, in all reality, I would rather be at home. I'm trying to have a good attitude ( Read more... )

As you guys can prolly tell, I haven't had the greatest of times recently. Things really aren't good, but I'm just taking things one day at a time. It is really the only thing keeping me sane. I am glad I am leaving because it will help a little bit to keep my mind of things. I am really numb right now. I just keep listening to the same song ( Read more... )

"Never Again ( Read more... )

I am so sick of my life. I have had too many ups and downs lately, more downs than ups it seems. I need some major changes. I had been thinking about taking a little bit more time off from school and working to pay off a lot of my debt, but the more I think about it, I just want to get out of my house, and change my whole life around. I hadn't ( Read more... )

I got to see Adam tonight. I missed him a lot. We went to his mom's to celebrate his birthday. His birthday isn't actually until next Tuesday, but his family is leaving for Florida on Saturday morning. They aren't getting back until Wednesday, which happens to be the day that I am leaving for Florida. So, I won't get to see him for another two ( Read more... )

Ok, so i was a lil upset last night. I still am really disappointed about not seeing my boyfriend, but I guess we will have to make it work. It just sucks because I miss him so much. So, I guess now I may just get caught up or maybe go ahead in some of my homework and studying this weekend. I need to do some cleaning too, so I guess it wont be ( Read more... )

So, I was supposed to have this really romantic, special evening with Adam on Saturday night. Well, he just so happened to forget that it was his dad's birthday. Now, I am not going to see him for another three weeks or more. I am so crushed and disappointed. So, if there is anyone out there who might wanna hang out or do anything on Saturday, ( Read more... )

Life has really fallen into a monotonous routine. Life feels so blah and blank, like im going through the motions. I feel like there are so many things i need to improve in my life that it is almost overwhelming. Why does life have to be so complicated?

A lot really hasn't happened in the life of Katelyn Ann Backowski. A week or so ago, our team went to the MSU-OSU women's bball game. Ohio State won the game at the buzzer. I am not even joking. Literally nanoseconds after the ball left the girl's hands, the buzzer sounded. It was kind of depressing, but all-in-all it was a good game. For ( Read more... )

So, Saturday was Adam and my one year anniversary. Yeah, things were kinda rough this past week, but things are better now. I had to work from 10-6 before I was able to go down and spend the night with him. It was a crappy day at work, but I had a great time with him. Nothing out of the ordinary, just dinner and relaxing, but it was fun. I ( Read more... )