Today was my dad's funeral. It was also the first time I broke down and actually cried. I tend to be the strong one, and I felt and knew I had to be for certain members of my family, but today I didn't care what anyone thought. This has all happened so fast. I have so many mixed emotions right now. I'm still not sure what to think or say or ( Read more... )

Just for those of you who may not know yet, my dad passed away unexpectedly late Wednesday night, early Thursday morning. Things have been crazy. I am hanging in there. Visitation is Sunday 2-4 and 7-9 at Matthyse Kuiper DeGraaf Funeral Home in Grandville, and the funeral is Monday at 1pm at Maplelawn Baptist Church. I just ask that you guys ( Read more... )

Things are really really super crazy right now. Please keep my family in your thoughts and prayers.

This has been an interesting week, to say the least. Tuesday my mom found a lawyer, and we spent like 3 hours talking to her. We also have moved. We are now in an apartment. Wednesday we spent the whole day getting all of our stuff out of the house and hiking up to our third floor apt. My knees are still killing me. It's kinda weird living ( Read more... )

Things are starting to come around. My mom and I went to look at an apartment today. We found one and will be moving in on Wednesday. I am excited. Like I said, I am grateful that my grandparents are letting us stay here, but I have no privacy or time for myself. The only real alone time I have is sitting here on my laptop, with my headphones ( Read more... )

Life is pretty miserable right now. I feel like I am just kinda going through the motions. I'm don't even know or can describe what I feel or think or anything right now. As grateful as I am that my grandparents have been there for us, I am kinda getting sick of it here. I feel like I have absolutely no privacy, which really sucks bc when I was ( Read more... )

Things have been kinda rough this week. I'm not going to o into a lot of detail in this, but my mom, sister and I are living with my grandparents. We had to leave our house. I haven't really slept due to all of this, and bc allie and I are sharing an air mattress in a spare bedroom. I'm just ready for everything to finally be done and over with ( Read more... )

So, somethings happened with my family. I'm not currently living at home. My mom sister and I are living with my grandparents. I'm not sure how long things are going to be like this but I have a feeling that it may be a rough road ahead of us. I may not be online all that much. So, if you need to get ahold of me call my cell phone. 3409161. ( Read more... )

Florida has been ok so far. The weather is absolutley gorgeous. I wish I could bring this weather back with me. As much fun as I am having down here, I am ready to go back home. I miss people, and I am just really frustrated with a few things while we are down here. All in all, it is making me a better person, I guess, but I am starting to ( Read more... )

Ok, so things are going ok down in Florida. Record-wise, we are doing alot better than last year. We only had one win last year. WE are already 3-2. Other than that, things are pretty much the same as last year. I am still getting the fricken short end of the stick. On Friday, we played two games, and oh yeah, I got to close out the first ( Read more... )