wow...its been over a year since i have written in here...which means that no one will pretty much ever read any of this stuff...which is great...i guess i can maybe use this as a personal thing where i can get come kind of fulfillment out of it since i can never write anything substantial when i try to actually write it down in a journal...but i ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACK!

please shoot me now...thanks.

i love christmas soo much....but this year it is going to be (and already has been) so different...i think i liked it better before ( Read more... )

for as much work as i have had...four papers...tons of homework....and two tests....I have had a very good past two days...last night hung out with a cool person and tonight had tons of fun with my roomie and friends across the hall dressing up, at the Tri Delt christmas party, playing with cameras and doing ballet in the hall!! I wish every day ( Read more... )

i hate not knowing....

it makes me think too much

but atleast at the moment it is good thinking...i think and hope :)...

i always knew that i was going to lose a lot of my high school friends and i have been grasping the fact that a lot of the people i hung out with i will not se too much of in the future. but i also thought that i was going to be able to hang on to those relationships that were special and close. but as the days go on and we seem to grow up and ( Read more... )

the class who hah they tried to not let me take some classes....well it is a little better now that i am able to take math 210 on my own this summer and take a competency test...which is exiting bc now i dont have to waste a class some semester on stuff that i can teach myself...one good turn for the better ( Read more... )

matt pack....i wish you could give me some of your god drugs...or freakin awesome happy drugs that are making you realize all this stuff....bc at the moment i am way jealous of your growth and friendships you are making ( Read more... )

at the moment i am drinking cranberry rasberry juice witout vodka...which is a shame...especially considering the week/s i have been having ( Read more... )