*CRYING--- again*

[bbygrlblu]

yeah, now I realize.. fate is against me. Thursday the 9th my granddad died. within 3 weeks I lost two people I care deeply about. ... I'm sad, I feel like I should just forget about caring for anyone, I just feel the pain when they leave, or die... I'm afraid of who might be next. I'm thinking of isolating myself... getting rid of any and all

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[blurblah]

balh, eh paul is bein a idiot if he drops school, if they tell him his ged is just as good as a high school deploma its not, i know for a fact its not my sister got it and its still hard for her, anyways on top of all that he might just end up smoking pot all the time and if that happens i doubt he will even go for the test if the chance comes up, its really messed up but dont isolate yourself, pain comes and goes, i know because i go through it constantly day after day wave after wave of pain, but somtimes it gets easier, you start to learn what to do to handle it the right way but ya and as much as you try, im gonna be your friend *takes out sword* i can promise you that!!!

[bbygrlblu]

he already smokes pot all the time, it won't be much different. pain doesn't bide well with me, it's too much, particularly right now. and I'm happy I can count on you.

[blurblah]

moop moop bloop... ya but at least like he came to school and has a lil bit of a detox from it all.... and it will be diff because he can smoke every hour instead of waiting for ummm let me count the hours onnneee twooo (sad thing is i did actually count) six hours... possibly longer to get home and smoke, but ya...

(luckily i copyed this so just in case the pc acts up like it just did i can easily repost it...)

[daimiensin]

holy effin shit. I looked at this post and was like, damn! I don't remember replying to this... I just aint used to seeing my baby in the hands of others...*sigh* treat her good sean, treat her good.

and to twintwin: I love you, more than you know, and I just can't give you any advice on the subject of love, 'cause you know I'd be like ' leave him and come back to me' and I know that aint fair. so yeah, you got love. and also, I can get you an icon to adopt, if you want it. I got mad hook ups. *points to seans icon*
I can get you a really good Gif, or even just a normal jpg.

~Chris.~

[blurblah]

who is in my hands, im confused... so very very *snore as i am so tired*

[zeromaster]

i think of what she mean is bby grul is in ur hand but with her im noit ver y sure but oh well