sighs* so my friend that dreaded day that i mentioned in my last post..........you must be wondering what that it aren't you ?Well that day would be the day that i almost left this mortal coil and joined mark in what ever place he's kicking ass chewing bubble gum and taking names......now that i think about it i don't remember if he did chew gum, ( Read more... )

so , this weeks has just been full of weird and fucked up shit.first i have tasha falling asleep on me and then saying something things that made go WTF? yes caps are necessary.butt he second thing was justin freaking out over me just talking to his ex Chelsea and wanting to end our friendship over it.........i swear people in this day and age ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting in my nice little corner of the house reading thought all of y friend's LJ's well old friend at least and a few I'm still friend's with today.i also have reread mine and i realized the person i was back then was a very fucked up person,i mean I'm still fucked up in the head but looking back at the past just makes me punch a baby or ( Read more... )

so i failed another friend today........he wanted to me help him to try and get a loan for college by cosigning and they need a drivers license and i haven't gotten one of those yet>_> i know im two months away from being 20 and still don't know how to drive that well.but other then that i had had a good day minus being tired as hell and nothing ( Read more... )

so I caved called her.You know i wanted to show her that i could last two weeks with out talking to her but i couldn't handle it all two weeks, just cause of one panic attack i broke out of my shell and talked to her.the talk went well for the most part, but i found out that her mother is kicking her boyfriend out the house cause he didn't find a ( Read more... )

so my dear old friend i have come back to you, the one thing that hasn't betrayed my trust or ruined my life yet.i haven't written in this for so long it's not even funny.........70 weeks, but i think i might start using it again just so i can get things off my chest and out of my head ( Read more... )

wow i don't know how the hell i still have this but any way.thanksgiving was just what i needed.i had my girlfriend Brianna come up for three days to hang out and stuff, yes she did stay the night.i gave her my bed to sleep in the first night but she made me sleep in in my bed on thanksgiving night.-_- i should have just slept on the couch in spite ( Read more... )

so i havent posted in this thing for a loooooooooooooooooooooong while and just to say the least this isnt going to be a long entry...... i think but oh well. first of all i am no longer dating justin i kinda did something stupid and broke it off with him and now i am dating a wonderful girl named shelby andn i will update the rest morrow kara ( Read more... )

yes as the subject says i have a new boyfriend and yes i havent updated this thing in a long while but i had to cause right now im the happiest man in this state belive it or not i love him to death even if i met him a day ago i mean hes like my other half and i alomst cried when he asked me out and yes he is an online and long distance ( Read more... )

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