with my life right now. I still haven't managed to find a job since I graduated from college, but it doesn't really bother me anymore. I know that in August I'll be starting grad school and making $1900 a month. To a lot of people, thats not really a lot of money, but to me it is. I'm a broke college student, its about double what I life off of now ( Read more... )

Hi Erica -- I'm pleased to tell you that you will be receiving a letter shortly from the Chair of the Political Science Department outlining the financial award package of approximately $27,000. We provide a stipend of $20,000 per year plus full tuition waivers each semester. I and others on the Graduate Committee were impressed with your ( Read more... )

I really can't believe that I'm getting the urge to start writing in this thing again. I guess I just have a lot going thru my mind right now. Some good, some bad, some somewhere inbetween.

So i met this girl like a week ago when I went out to a Hookah bar with a couple friends. I was flirting with her, because I guess thats just what I do, I wasn't ( Read more... )

I promised that I would write something new tonight.

I really feel like my life is a mess right now. I just graduated from college and I really have no clue what to do next. I applied to grad school because I really have no idea what else to do. I know I'm not ready for a real job and I'm not ready to wake up early every day forever. I hate it. I  ( Read more... )

if you "fail" in any way, fail as much as it takes to internalize the fact that, number one, it doesn't matter if you fail, and that you are learning from it every time
it's just the way it is

it just takes time, repetition, trial and error, lots of failure and rejection, confidence, delusion, and probably other things

-Myq Kaplan

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I'm so tired of like just being like some tranny to everyone. I feel like from the moment I tell someone that like it completely changes the way that they feel about me. LIke all of a sudden im so different/fake person and everything about me is kinda marginalized in a way. I think thats what I hate the most. And then on top of that alot of people ( Read more... )

I feel like everytime I put a guy in my livejournal he suddenly turns into an asshole within a week, so I have kept him out of the journal this whole time. Hopefully me writing about him won't make him treat me like shit. His name is Mike and I met him online about 6 months ago. I started talking to him on this website called stickam.com which is ( Read more... )

Im 21! Time to go buy a beer LEGALLY! yay 

So Dad got arrested again.... LEAVING THE COURTHOUSE from his last case. This time he got arrested for driving without a license because he didnt take the class he needed to get his license back a year ago. I am so sick of all of his bullshit. He needs to grow up and get a job and be responsible for his life. Get rid of all of the excuses and just ( Read more... )