So I did the math this evening and realized that, before taxes, I made more than $3600 this month ( Read more... )

Have you ever experienced thisEvery once in a while (once a month or less) it happens to me, and it's truly disturbing. I wake up and I instantly feel a crushing dread. I can never completely put my finger on why, though sometimes I feel like there is something or someone in the room. Only after I experience this deep, unexplainable fear do I ( Read more... )

 I'm relatively sure that the 3 or 4 of you that actually read this journal already know that I'm working as a dispatcher for the Grossmont-Cuyamaca Community College District Police Department. If not, you do now ( Read more... )

I am getting increasingly sick of my living situation. That is to say, I hate Santee and I hate my house ( Read more... )

I'm lonelier than I've ever been in my entire life. I don't have the energy, the desire, or the charisma necessary to change that fact, either. Sometimes I feel like my communication skills are lacking. The rest of the time I just think that communication itself - verbal or written - is completely impossible. In either case, the result is the same ( Read more... )

Note to self: two chili cheese fry burritos from Weinerschnitzel might sound good on paper. But it's not.

Eating one is questionable, at best.

Two is gastrointestinal suicide.

I just woke up crying ( Read more... )