based on my chemical romance's song cancer

Ryan had cancer. I had always known he had it, but I never worried about it cuz it had been in remission for a long time. But yesterday, it came back. So now I’m sitting in a hospital waiting room, twisting my hands together in anticipation. The nurse comes out to tell me he’s sleeping now, but I can go in ( Read more... )

this was based on a conversation i heard in the hall at school one day when my class got out early

"Ryan! I missed you." Brendon burst into the room, throwing his arms around me and effectively ruining the silence of the house. I sighed and tried to get him off me. "Bren, I’m trying to write, can you wait a little while?" he pulled back and looked ( Read more... )

songfic for pink's song i dont believe you.

I don’t mind it
I don’t mind at all

Ryan had been acting increasingly meaner and more annoyed with Brendon over the last few weeks. Brendon didn’t know what he had done wrong. He was acting the same as he always did. Smiling, bubbly and loud. Those used to be the things Ryan loved about him. But ( Read more... )