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It all hits home now
Yesterday at work i was told 6 people were let go from our sister company. I had just spoken to a few of them that very morning. None of them knew it was coming. Unfortunately because i work in finance i knew how dire their situation was. I just wasn't privy to the lay offs. Three others were let go earlier over the last week here. I'm going to ( Read more... ) -
Dumb thoughts
Why do i take it so personally when i get unfriended ? It's really dumb of me.
A while ago for what ever reason i had someone do that to me, then they wrote me this message and said they were sorry and friended me back. We chatted a little bit then without a word they did it to me again. No response to my "hey, what did i do? message either.
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Monday happiness
I think this is an apropriate trend Daddy started today. Think i'll follow with my own ( Read more... ) -
Not one decoration
Halloween is now 10 days away and by now usually the house is filled with orange and black by the end of September already. But not this year, not one decoration is up. Somehow it just lost it's luster this year and i'm not sure why yet. I do miss the lights on the porch though. Purple lights on a string of bats. They are so cool. I was given two ( Read more... ) -
Sweetest day ?
Did anyone else do anything for sweetest day ? Maybe i'm the only sap left. Seems anybody i had asked either didn't know it was sweetest day or seem to care much.
I had tried as much as possible to make it a nice day for Daddy. While he was out fishing i finished a felt marker board picture i had colored of Tink *s* i wrapped it up with a nice home ( Read more... ) -
My job
What i am is a credit analyst, my funtion is to "reduce the financial risk" to my company by maintaining the credit of our customers and bringing the money in. I was reminded that today by the bosses. Yeah ok, a credit file that comes across my desk isn't worth toilet paper the next day. And i'm responsible for that. The stress is seriously shitty -
Comedy of errors
That's pretty much been my Monday morning so far. But really it's ok. I'm starting to feel a lot better since the strep throat last week. Just a happy mellow mood. Friday night we took it easy and Daddy took me to Culver's. Saturday was a trip to the club which was nice. We hadn't intended on playtime so we didn't bring the toy bag. We didn't need ( Read more... ) -
journaling
Well i found my flash drive today with my private journal that's on it. It's covered 2+ years back on some of my lowest points and lots of meltdowns and rants. The last entry before today was, well, pretty ugly. I had opened it and read it and felt really guilty and ashamed. I wanted to delete everything on there and just start over. I think for ( Read more... ) -
list of music i MUST procure !! LOL
"Love Remains the same" Gavin Rossdale
"rock n Roll Jesus" Kid Rock
"Worlds Collide" Apocalyptica
"Breath" Anna Nalik
