Life Update

[be_ddelusionall]

Hey all! I hope everything is good with you and yours wherever you are!

There's just a couple things I want to talk about.

1 - I moved to Los Angeles!
So if you've been following my twitter you know that I moved to SoCal in August. It's been quite an adjustment both mentally and monetarily. I left two really good jobs in Utah and I don't have a

Comments

[shinchul303]

Astounded at your personal revelations! Have to agree that DBSK is pretty much over.

But BURNER by taintedblade still holds me fast; perhaps the last YunJae fanfic for me...absolutely hooked on Jungkook; everything wild and unpredictable.

[be_ddelusionall]

Still doing my best to AKTF, but yeah. With most of them in Japan right now, who knows what's going to happen. I hope, hope, hope we get another SHINHWA, but yeah ...

I haven't been reading BURNER yet ... I want to but I'm waiting until it's done.

I have 4 in progress DBSK fics, but none YunJae ... I really like the JaeChun!Angel fic I"m working on, but it's kinda hit a snag, being that it's starting to sound too much like another JaeChun!Angel fic I love, so I have to wait a moment.

<3

[jasexists]

I'm sure you'll find a job soon! Your writing is always great to read, so no matter what fandom you choose to write for, I'm sure it'll be amazing :)

[be_ddelusionall]

Thank you! I just spent about 4 hours filling out more applications!

[winged_kame]

*hugs* You know you can always text me if you want to chat about anything! But I hope you find some local friends and the job hunt works out soon!

I'm on my...third...fandom since I last wrote tvxq, I think. So I totally agree with following the muse! You have to go with the writing that inspires you, forcing it just doesn't work if you're writing for fun and comfort.

[be_ddelusionall]

yeah, i can't really complain to you about being out of work for 2 months though :)

I hope your job hunt works out soon too!

what fandom are you writing now?
I still want to finish the db5k fics i started writing, but the going is rough

[winged_kame]

Well it is nice to know it's not just me; it's hard finding a job for a lot of smart, qualified people like you, too.

I'm writing for the ColdFlash fandom (Captain Cold and the Flash) now. I think I roughly went TVXQ >> hockey >> Stucky (Captain America and Bucky) >> ColdFlash

[be_ddelusionall]

I tried getting out of Kpop fandom for a little while, reading some other things, but it just didn't pull me in as much. so maybe one day ... I dunno. All boys are cute. Maybe one day I'll answer the call! <3

[thetwistedpurl1]

It’s tough to totally settle into a new space without supportive friends or a new job that you’re totally into. We miss you 😘, but understand that you have to find comfort in your life before you can focus on writing your amazing fics. No matter the fandom, I always enjoy your writing. So.... take your time! I’ll keep checking on you and be on the lookout for new content.

[be_ddelusionall]

it has definitely been an adventure
writing has always been an escape for me, and I feel like that was being taken away trying to force myself to write things i didn't want to.
<3

[w123j2]

I wish for you that your life in LA turns out the way you want it.
And OMG it's always so exciting to see ppl you used to know/follow in other fandoms be in your current one. I'm so into BTS since the start of this year. I'll definitely read all your fics. 💜

[be_ddelusionall]

thank you!
i'm glad you'll be enjoying the BTS fics too! they've been really fun to write and delve into.