Funny thing to log in only to see that my interests still list your name. I need to vent about this because it's STILL eating me alive. It hasn't gotten any better or easier.... Not even the slightest bit. I just keep wondering how you moved on so quickly if I supposedly meant so much to you. You said you just didn't want to dwell and you thought ( Read more... )

I wouldn't say that I'm down and out because I'm actually doing pretty good. It's just... well no one is happy 100% of the time and it's one of my not so happy moments ( Read more... )

Lately I feel like I shouldn't hold my family any higher than anyone else. That might sound incredibly mean, but if we didn't "have" to deal with each other we wouldn't. It's just funny how the people that I trust most and would do anything for are the one who always disappoint me or hurt me in some way. In real life, not as bother and sister, I ( Read more... )

My heart and head hurt, but it was my decision.

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My rant for the past year or more has been about moving away... and while that is still at the top of my To-Do list, simply moving out of my parents house has become even more of a priority. My parents can both be very dramatic sometimes and when they stress, they stress me out even more. I've realized that a lot of the problems I have are a result ( Read more... )

I'm working on finding a happy medium, that is, if one exists of course. It's either work and school and mad and sad, yet well rested with the bills paid in full or party hardy, tired at work and with brain focused every which way except on school work, and happy as can be, enjoying life ( Read more... )

Had one of those roller coaster weeks again... well the past few weeks have been that way. None the less, I'm good. My health however, is not. I actually haven't been sick in a while and I'm usually always sick with something. I had a really bad fever friday and haven't felt very good all weekend. With all the emotionally draining things going on ( Read more... )

For a while there I thought I was really happy. I didn't want to talk about it, I thought I'd jinx myself... but I don't believe in jinx's or luck or any bullshit. Even in my saddest states, I'm never the "depressed" kind of person. Today, I didn't want to get out of bed. My dreams were so much more comforting and it was cold and I would have to ( Read more... )

I got to spend most of my weekend with my niece, After not seeing her for 6 months. I'm still upset that my parents gave into my brother so easily when they swore they wouldn't let him walk all over them again... but then I realized that it's much harder to be mean and turn away someone you love then I had first assumed. I said I wouldn't let my ( Read more... )