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http://www.dwidhellion.com/dwid/onelifeconfessions.mp3

thinking of you and i get
that feeling once again
wrap your brown eyes around me
and keep me out of bed
you put your hand on my knee
i put my eyes on your feet
you ask me what i'm thinking
i think i'm here again
you and me
both know
that i won't
win
you and me
both know
that we both losetake me away ( Read more... )

to Frankie...

i need to talk to you...

i am sick of this arguing shit and i want to try to talk to you like a normal person.

please get a hold of me... message me with a good time to call you or message you.

<3 xoxox

today was really bad...

for a few reasons:

*i miss tom so much...*i miss CT a ton too... and talking to people from there really makes me miss it more ( Read more... )

i miss you so much... <3

every attempt to... is filled with holes ( Read more... )

hey.. i know you read this, and i just want to say that even though it is like this... i care about you a ton... and i am glad i met you and i know you will be in my life...

i still love you...

<3 xoxox

AMANDA...YOU ARE FUCKING WONDERFUL... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

okay, i am a little less upset than last time, so maybe i should explain something here...

i fell for Tom... like, badly... and now i am here, with another broken heart, wishing that the one thing i want to work out, would. but i dont see that happening ever... this is the one thing that i really thought would work out...

If I could find you now ( Read more... )

yea, so tom and i are over now... i hope you are happy, seeing as this is what you wanted...

i guess we are even, i took away what made you happy... you took away what made me want to wake up in the morning for...

i hate my life sometimes, but i guess it cant get any worse than this... maybe i am destined to be with Jimmy... wouldnt that just be ( Read more... )

i really wish i could be in NYC today... then i could hug amanda and make her feel better... now i find out that the lovely mister _________ was looking at her site.. awesome!!!

anyway.. so i wish that i could be with amanda like right now cause i love her so much, and i want her to smile for her birthday.. that is all i want her to do.

I WISH ( Read more... )