to youI've found a reason for me ( Read more... )

wow to think i was sad just 1 minute ago... before i had this conversation ( Read more... )

tonight i had a good time... went out and blew stuff up with mike and tim... the cell phone plan didnt work too well.. the phone was perfectly intact after strapping an M88 to it... then we did a "works bomb" that was just really loud.. a good time as always with these 2 boys..

i am getting really depressed.. i think i know why...

so today couldnt get better... i went to my wonderful parents house, and to my wonderful surprise.. what is there? but Kevin's camera...the one that my dad was SUPPOSED to mail yesterday... i feel like an asshole, because i know how much he wanted to get that today... and i also feel bad, because aim isnt working, so i cant contact him to tell him ( Read more... )

so waking up next to someone everyday... it really makes you start to wonder if you can just think of them as your friend.. i am trying really hard to do that.. and i dont know, i think that i am failing miserably. i thought that i would be okay to come back here and be like.. okay.. a) you dont love the ass anymore, so give it up.. and b) you are ( Read more... )

i am going to practice with Chris, Joe, and Brandon...i get to see SHANE!! i can not wait.. seriously.. i miss him so much, he is amazing ( Read more... )

last night was a fun time ( Read more... )

oh yes... i also found out that a lovely "best friend" of mine.. slept with another lovely "best friend" of mine...

i told you i would kill you if i ever found out you lied to me... and i mean it...

KISS MY FIST... TASTE THE FLOOR... TIRED OF YOUR GAMES... FUCK OFF GOODBYE

i left CT saying that coming here was a good idea... that i wasnt going to get wrapped up in anything here...i think i lied...

i am so torn right now it hurts... i know that in both places i am setting myself up for the worst heartbreak i have felt in a long time...

Avoiding your eyes now, and if I seem distant, it's because I've left you far ( Read more... )

It always feels like the beginning when everything works for you. For the next few days, trust the cosmic forces that are sweeping you off your feet. Flirt with success -- who knows what you'll attract?

timmy says that this means i am supposed to stay in syracuse... i think it means something else... but i guess it could have a double meaning ( Read more... )