001) What time did you start this?: 1:15 am ( Read more... )

word of advice... if you are feelling like shit.. DO NOT under any circumstance.. listen to Morrisey

"i am writing this to say in a gentle way thank you -- but no i will live my life as i will undoubteldy die- alone im writing this to say in a gentle way thank you i will live my life as i..for whether you stay or you stray aninbuilt gulit catches ( Read more... )

so i am going to say that i am done with that fucking city... seriously... i say NICE things about people.. and i get shit talked! i dont even live in that god forsaken city anymore... and people still have something to say... its such bullshit ( Read more... )

that is all i seem to do anymore... i am a complete failure... i just wish i had something to look forward to everyday... which i dont anymore... even waking up seems like it sucks more and more everyday. i just wish i could either disapear or just be happy for one day... i dont see either happening anytime soon... so fuck it ( Read more... )

"There´s no way I can talk myself out of this one tonite ( Read more... )

michelle DID NOT just walk down here with a HUGE earring in her ear and say she was happy about it did she>!?!?!?!!? oh god.. i think she did...i am about to pee myself laughing... oh god.. all i can think is Janet Jackson... and then she says... "i am sorry i am so much more fashion than you..." i think she is mad at me cause i am laughing at her ( Read more... )

for the first time in a long time... i felt good again...thanks so much... i <3 you

i hung out with josh tonight, if i wasnt so tired, i would elaborate on the night... maybe tommorow...

i came home w/a orange key thing, no knuckles, and no "brand new" cd... <3

you never fail to let me down...

going to see josh tommorow.. maybe i wont be so miserable then... :(

i lost money at the casino... shocker.. i suck

i have a valentine... he is too far away... :( oh well though...

i am hanging out with my aunt.. love her so much its insane... i am going to miss her so much. i am so glad to see her so happy. it makes me smile...

i miss home a little bit...

happy valentines day to everyone i love out in the 315...

so i have decided that i am done... thanks to Josh, who can actually listen to me complain about shit... i dont know what i would have done tonight without him... he seems to make me smile even through all the tears... but i am scared, i do not want to like him... i mean i do, and i like it, but i am scared...

josh i know you read this, so ( Read more... )