my old prayer buddy died.
RIP Afton Shepard. I'll miss you.
I cried at school today.. twice.
and I fell asleep in 3 of my classes.

thats really not good.

He's completely out of my life. Wow. I can't believe this. If someone would have told me this would happen last August, I wouldn't have believed them. Well... Maybe I would have. Because I guess I had figured out that nothing that good, lasts. at least not at this stage in my life. and yea. that's fine. whatever. I'm only fifteen. but ( Read more... )

She look in the mirror and she don't see what I see. she holds no history of how precious she be.

I saw brad radke pee.

I haven't updated in a REALLY long time. its insane. ok actually its been like 3 days. but still. thats quite a while for me. A lot has changed ( Read more... )

All of the teams that I wanted to win.. lost. I'm so mad. GOSH. next week I should try rooting for the pats and maybe they'll lose too. but knowing my luck the one time that I try that, the people that I root for would win. Plus, I just don't think I could bring myself to root for the Pats. I hate the pats. really a lot.

I love spy.

The threats are done. I don't feel as though I have any unfinished business, so I did it. I blocked him because I have this weird obsession of reading peoples profiles when they are on, and every time I read his I felt like I was going to cry, or it would just put me in a bad mood ( Read more... )

( stolen from jo cho because I'm hella bored. )

I find myself slipping back into old habits sometimes ( Read more... )

well. first off. I want to thank everyone that defended me in my post before last. 27 comments (and counting). wew. most I've ever gotten. let me tell you ( Read more... )

I'm going to reminisce about our summer. and I after, I want you to honestly tell me you didn't have fun. oh and just to clarify, I was planning on doing this before. Just so you don't think I'm doing shit for you.. you're not worth it. this is for me ( Read more... )