there is less and less land here to look over and through. my town is building plazas and homes as fast as we can all make babies. which by the way, both are far too often. i was driving the other night on royal ave, watching a huge inflatable santa homer dancing in the wind. he was holding a box of doh-nuts, singing a holiday song in his head ( Read more... )

my hair looks like the bottom of a muddy river, we hold strong currant

I'vfe watched more t.v. in the past five days then i think i have for the past year. And, furthermore i think from this endevour i will make an effort to keep things tidy and organized-not only my things but the house too. i am going mad ( Read more... )

a good friend of mine is in a coma, i never see her anymore. its easy to loose count. she's in the ICU at UCLA. i may go visit tomorrow ( Read more... )

for the first time in a very long time, i jogged two miles consecutively. i'm proud-but scared. i start soccer on monday(in 2 days), its been a little more than 4 years. we'll see if i crash or if i rise above. still smokin and sitting but i'm way stoked ( Read more... )

so i've been thinkin about leaving town sometimes. and then i think of how nice it is to be here and around everyone. then i go back to thinking about how it does'nt really matter if i'm around everyone because i don't hardly see anyone. and then i think to myself about how i should just do what ui please and take the punches as they roll. but ( Read more... )

i'm finding it difficult to be agreeable with time and distance as of late. two weeks have drifted by like a deep breath. what measures two weeks is one peice of paper that tells me how the next two phantom weeks will be. four weeks in one month and nothing has really changed. its been numerous weeks with patience steady ahead, although i am ( Read more... )

its hard to fall asleep to a book you enjoy, but its hard to want to read something your know will make you fall asleep. i've been up since four.thirty but i did not travel anywhere exotic ( Read more... )

i'm at school. listening to an angry piano with a classical influence. a runny nose has been chasing me for over a week and i'm pretty over it by now ( Read more... )

i've been awake since 648 AM today..i took one of those naps where you're not really sleeping but dreaming you could be ( Read more... )