hey, profile pic is much better. I like it a lot. when i said sorry little time I meant sorry i had a little time on the internet and couldn´t write longer. You always seem to have something really important to talk to me about while i am away and you always tell me about it without telling me what it is. I think you should just write it. I know ( Read more... )

i hate you and how you look so good. i hate that you have long hair now that i cant touch you. i hate that you look amazing and happy. i hate how much i miss you. i hate how much i still want you. i hate how much this still sucks for me. i hate how you just have to say a sentence and im back to this. i hate even more how you could do that same ( Read more... )

i want my friend back at least. i miss him i really do why wasnt he there for me in the worst time of my life? why couldnt he be? oh thats right because he had messed up so much before that i couldnt even let him be there for me when i needed him the most.

i hate him love him. it isnt fair

m sure you have been busy and maybe thats why you havent written back yet, and maybe your taking your time to write. i thought maybe what i had written you was important since you said you wanted me back in your life and it was so hard for you to not have me there. i thought that you would jump to talk to me. but honestly i dont think im ready to ( Read more... )

Why didn't you just say you broke up? If you broke up we can talk again like normal friends can't we? I thought it was just so that you and Jerry could give it a real shot cause u suddenly reaslized how much you love him. I would like to have you back in my life.

for you, anything for you ( Read more... )

it's not fair that you got to be so mean to me. it's not fair that you don't care about me. it's not fair that no matter what you do i still care about you ( Read more... )

this isn't how it should be happening. i should be at your house so that i know you will really listen to me. i wish so badly i could just show up at your door and make you take a walk with me. we would go to the skyline park and then i could scream at you ( Read more... )

i don't understand how he can even consider dating a 17 year old girl. how the fuck do you do that when you are going to be 23 in like two months?? not to mention the fact that she just fucking turned 17 in october ( Read more... )

hanging out the other day made me remember what i was like when i was 18, how i wrote everyday, in here and in a real journal.

i miss how i used to be sometimes.