in a better mood today. sorta. im going to talk to walter. cuz he talked to selina last night be4 our class. he told selina that he doesnt wanna hurt ne1 & he doesnt wanna be hurt, but its like u cant live ur life that way... cuz eventually someones gonna get hurt, but thats part of lfe, ya know? u can't not get into a 'relationship' cuz ur scared ( Read more... )

thursday night was amazing.. except for the part that Gabby got in a car accident @ like 5 on her way to work. i got a phone call from her around like 7, asking me to pick her up from the hospital. so me + jenna went there, then to the police station, then back to campus. she wasnt hurt except her hurt her neck, which hurt alotttt worse yest. ( Read more... )

weekend update! let's see.. i worked! OMG WHATTA SURPRISE!!! hmm. friday i worked 8-4:30 cuz i met up with Kelly cuz she was @ Champps. Met up with her, then back to my house to shower. Joe had fantasy football draft that night, so me + kelly went out to dinner to Copperfields. I saw like 3084923904 ppl that day... Kenny Nelson [Joe's friend], John ( Read more... )

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i feel like my life is falling apart in front of my face, i havent felt this way in almost 2years. college is ending in 2weeks, Joe's ruining my life, and Pat now doesnt want ne thing to do with me l i a r.

this summer.. im starting over, no more Joe, no more lying + no more who i used to be. I will come back to college ( Read more... )

just wanted to wish everyone a:
Happy 420!!!!

In the honor of 420, this post will be in all green!!!

Last night: me + selina took a drive [of course AFTER the new 7th heaven] to Nora's house, where we were sat. night. Selina bought an 1/8 from Nora. So we smoked a blunt, then Lauren came by + we baked muffins, outta lemon cake mix + made some in the ( Read more... )

well i ended up getting a $150 dollar fine, because it was my room + it was my second offense. So im fuckin pissed off, but Joe said he would pay for it, because i would of pawned some of my jewelry for it, because i dont have money for this, and i cant let my parents to know because their just gonna think im some kinda alcoholic.. which many ppl ( Read more... )