ive been sick since tuesday, and i havent been getting much better. i have never been this sick, and having seeing my mom go through her cancer treatments two summers ago, my whining and crying is making me feel weak and babyish. on wednesday (i think), i went to the hospital and got checked out by an ENT Dr., but all he did was look in my throat ( Read more... )

im freakin ( Read more... )

Last night I had a dream about this guy I have had a small crush on for awhile. He is in one of my classes, and sits in front of me but over 3 seats. He talked to me once, and we haven't talked really since... but I really want to talk to him again because I find myself really attracted to him and I can't help it. Every MWF I always find myself ( Read more... )

i worked out a lot last night. first, i went to the gym tiff goes to w/ tiffany to do this body shaping/conditioning class. it was an hour long, and i only lasted almost a half an hour. i got really bad stomach cramps and couldn't do it anymore! so, i went to the bathroom, and i was all better! lol. for the last half an hour i went on the eliptical ( Read more... )

today i went to the mall w/ tiff, my mom and richie. we hit up the victoria's secret semi-annual sale :). i got 2 pairs of underwear for 6 dollars! TWO PAIRS OF VICTORIA'S SECRET UNDERWEAR FOR 6 DOLLARS. now, if you shop there and know how they price things, YOU KNOW that's a good deal, lol. one pair says "LOVE PINK" on the butt and the other says ( Read more... )

Tonight i worked out with alescia,richie and andy. i love working out so much but i always get REALLY hungry after! it's like i want to eat everything i see! so after working out, alescia and i went to walmart. i got grapes and an orange and alescia got this huge apple for $.66 and oranges. when i got home i had some toast mmmmm. then, i took a ( Read more... )

so i was talking to this guy i have liked for awhile last night (not the mall guy), but someone i worked with over the summer. he knows we have this weird attraction for each other, yet he has a girlfriend. knowing i've always liked him, he decided to tell me that they had sex for the first time this weekend. blahghhhghgh. WHY would he tell me that ( Read more... )

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

it was a good night! richie came over first. about 45 minutes later alescia and karen came over. haha before they got to my house i tried to sing shakira's Don't Bother. it was really funny, but i love to sing even though i'm really bad at it. the first thing we did was play a game called catch phrase. it was lots of fun. alescia ( Read more... )

well today was a pretty shitty day. my dad was in a bad mood so that made me become in a bad mood and i think it rubbed off on my mom a little bit. i don't think my dad likes me anymore because i'm "demanding" or whatever. i am not demanding, but i think i'm going to start my own life. i'm going to get a job asap and save for a car that works. then ( Read more... )

i'm not off to a good start with this exercise stuff. i pulled my groin muscle really bad, and it hurts to walk. i'm still going to the gym tonight, but i'm going to take it beyond easy and work only my arms and abs. i might do my legs if i can stand it, but that will be like walking on a tredmill or something. i tried walking in the mall today and ( Read more... )