a new semester, a new goal, a new way of organizing myself....and you know what else ( Read more... )

FIERCE.

the photographer looked into my eyes and said "in you, i see something fierce. strong."

i see it now. i like it.

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

i'll just tap my fingers and wait here for a moment.

see, i know things will turn around, i can just never see when or how or why.

i want to delete everything i am thinking right now, and have thought since saturday.

i want to cease the thought process all together.

WHY DOES NO ONE FUCKING CARE.

maybe i am a SHITTY artist. maybe that is not my calling at all. maybe i dont have a fucking calling. maybe i'm just supposed to do something average like the rest of the mediocre mother fuckers on the planet. maybe i will end up spending way too many years in college, maybe i will spend way too much money on it just to find out i dont know what ( Read more... )

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i hear you laugh, i heard you sing
i wouldn't change a single thing
the wheels just keep on turning
the drummers begin to drum
i dont know which way i'm goin, i don't know what i've become
for you i'd wait till kingdom come

Things left to do:
*day in the life project
*scenic vocab picture
* 2 redo's for hendrik
* Study for Nutrition final
* Study for history final
* do all the redo papers for history

thats it!
oh that doesnt seem too bad :)

i dont wanna leave! i'm having way too much fun!! i feel like i'm in third grade again and when mom comes to pick me up i hide under the couch. i dont wanna go home anymore. i like it here a lot ( Read more... )