i hate my  life

and i hate that i don't have friends in chico

annoyed with friends... or friends who are too good for me...

that and video games... waaay annoyed with video games...

and still annoyed that my dream day at CBS studios was ruined... really- i think i will always, ALWAYS be upset about that

so i'm home. and it's awkward already.

whatever.

so every time i come to benicia, i bring my computer (duh). and every time i can connect to the server, so i can go on aim, but i can't get on the internet, like internet explorer.
because i'm going to be home 10 days i thought this would be misserable. but today i just turned on my laptop- and it ( Read more... )

there are tons of ladybugs infesting my room...
... and it's gross

i feel like i need to type for hours and get everything out

but i can't

my day started off at stevie's house ( Read more... )

soo... i know i just posted but my day only got better...

.. volleyball-- 7 serves in a row! yes!!

this is quite a difference from my usual day in volleyball when i maybe hit the net(if i'm lucky!)...

done.

Although you might truly believe that you are acting in a clear and direct manner, you still might need to explain your motives more than you prefer. Others seem to question your integrity, but that's not what bothers you. You really don't want to take the time and energy to say what you think, especially if it could create ripples. Standing up for ( Read more... )

quick update on the gross juice spilling on my computer incident::

jorie's towel that we used to wipe it up with had to be thrown away because it became moldy..

whoops!

writing an essay.. meh

so lesley and cathy are coming to visit today...

...and that makes me happier than ever.

and i got dressed up last night..

...which just puts my happiness over the edge.