heres for everyone who complains that i don't update anymore. <3

whatssuppppppp. school is soo frusrating i seriously hate junior year. like the english research paper? yep, definteily didnt finsih my book yet. but i did manage to be on the b honor roll for first quarter. ya ya.
nor has bball now. so no one drives home with me :( 
ive been tanning a ( Read more... )

so i update and nobody comments. cOOl. 
constitution test tomorrow. im scared =( school is frustrating
i wannna goto zero soOO bad.
i hate seeing couples in the hallway. hugging & kissing & shit.
god it makes me so jealous =(
i miss having someone there.

i havent updated in forever & people are yelling at me ( Read more... )

i don't even know anymore.

homecoming is in likea month.
fuck.
kill me.

whaT it do BABy bOO? :] i havent updated in a long time. i cant believe school starts wednesday. thats sad. :( hopefully this year wont be too hard cuz i suck at math x 100. my life is good lately. im not even just saying that. im really confused ona lot of things though.. but i love my friends. <3 kacy bought me a  banana snapple and put it in my ( Read more... )

FUCKK ITTTT,

to be honest..i'm pretty happy with life right now. <3 i get in real bad moods a lot..but i am realizing that things are pretty good. i have a lot of close friends now. a lot. and ones that i know i would be soo hurt if i lost. me & ryan are good. im hanging out wtih new ppl yet still staying bffl with my other friends. my mom is in a real good ( Read more... )

i'm happy again. :)
i realized something. and without ryan, i'm not happy. that may sound pathetic, but i was so depressed. i had to go out with people every second of the day to not be sad. but i have made more friends [manda] and became closer with people. [lauren zuniga & emily] :). i love going outt & stuff. went to the cubs game with kels ( Read more... )

i lost the thing that meant the most to me.

i've probably had the worst past 3 days of my life. things just keep piling me up on me & idont know what to do. i cant handle this by myslef and i know i cant. all i can do is hope that things will get better..and if people really care about me they'll call me & Try to fix things. i'm not going to be the one to fix things. i try. i try to say how ( Read more... )