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[beachboyty]

I've added a few people to my friends list who I found just by surfing through one friend to one of their friends, etc. Their journals read very substantively and are intriguing. We'll see how they pan out over time

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[_faustine_]

word.

[markormarky]

:-)

[chalkeater]

Many gay men, particularly young men, feel like their life is a constantly chaotic sea with the waves of their circumstances tossing them about and they are just trying to keep their head above water as life throws them one seemingly unavoidable tidal wave after another. I really relate to this. My own storms started before I even realized I was gay, when my mom left us. Luckily I have a fantastic dad, an understanding man of great intelligence with unlimited patience. Then after Chuck's death things just went downhill. I was convinced (actually I guess I still am) that I would/will never find another man I could love as much nor one that would be capable of loving me in the same way. Now I know that that's true and in a way I'm relieved. After all if I could replace him, our time together wouldn't mean as much to me as it does

[kebmo2]

I've read this post five times over the last 18 hours or so... and it's stirring up so much in me... You have a way of speaking to souls that so few people have... and, at the moment, it's really helping me identify some things that have been secretly eating at me, realizing why I'm "down" for the last few months when I'm usually so up

[zebrabedsheets]

Once again, I appreciate the veiws of a more well-rounded, collective, and insightful gay man, something I rarely am able to catch a glimpse of in my own personal life. I am one of those people who could have waited for years to come out, but it was my personal choice to understand and interpret my feelings and desires early on so that I am not placed into a similar situation such as you were. I do want the white picket fence life, and coincidentally enough, also want to go into ministry. I always see myself as coming out little over one year ago and how fast I progessed. I am thankful that I do not have the angst. I am sometimes perturbed at individuals, but I am really very contented in my life. And I am grateful.

I do wish you would update more often or if not, add me to your other journal(s). I enjoy your style of writing and how you express your thoughts.