she is with grandpa bc she knew id be alright otherwise she would have struggled longer but she knows im ok i love her so much grandma u and grandpa were everything and i know ur watching over me and going to keep me safe i love u both dont worry about a thing im goin to make u proud i promise u that ( Read more... )

shes gone to see dad now

i love her so much but shes with her man
o boy is this goin to be hard im all alone

and i miss her so much

well my life is completely flipped upside down
my mom is goin to heaven tomorrow and im so scared

shes everything to me

well lets see wut a damn day today was

i ran 8 miles and worked out in the gym today

found out my grandma looks worse and isnt getting to much better
im so fuckin scared

my sry ass uncle tried to hit me with a bat so i beat the shit out of him wut a retard

i was scared i almost killed the guy but i didnt bc he is my grandmas kid lucky him

my grandma always told me that silence was golden and i guess it is today wasnt all that bad except for the crying part but thats just me ( Read more... )

loss is a hard thing to except and i dont think i ever will bc this time its way to hard ( Read more... )

okey dokey lets see where my life went wrong o ya i was born thats a start ( Read more... )

ok guys im asking ne one who actually cares about me to help me out
my grand is going to lose her foot and im goin to need everyones help in taking care of my sister and probably me too

look im not one to ask for ne thing but im asking all of u help out with this one plz

after everything that has happened in the last week i believe things are where they should be
i mean ya me and sam arent friends ne more and that hurts but i think she might be right

grandma is feeling better and i do have some really great friends who have been there to help me through it sammy april and amanda

thanks guys

man does life sux sometimes
i almost die early this week then my grandmother goes into the hospital
shes having surgery twice now im so scared she means the world to me
if she goes ill most likely go along with her shes is everything to me