ok had to clean the resturaunt last night and some chemicals got into my body i almost died i really did ( Read more... )

guys are all just instruments to cause pain and suffering to girls that dont deserve i am one of those guys ive hurt so many by just being a guy something i regret

funy thing is i wasnt a guy until 11th grade

i love sam

i love sam so much i was just blind by me being a guy time for me to be myself and be happy again

but i have the worst luck int he world so who knows

alrighty then i have the worst luck in the world
a damn tree limb fell on my truck tonight and i just got it back
the window is cracked and i have a large dent in it man does life sux sometimes
and one top of that i say the wrong things at the wrong time ruining everything that i wish i could have

im very complacent right now for some reason like i knw things could be better or worse but its right where they should be right now bout to head off to work tho o well got to do it

im surfing all weekend so that should be just a good ol time

wut to do about college well im applying to one in rhode isalnd and boston massachusetts bc they sent me free applications hey u never know where im gonna end up

other then that things arent too bad in my life

life is good i guess things are goin good no worries only thing is school
i just cant wait to get out of here

school is good
found out that ive got college paid for and extra money comin to me thats sweet as hell
things are actuallly goin good for once work sux but ill live other then that no complaints
my life is schoool work and surfing nive

things are goin qutie good to say the least i got rid of a lot of my worrying problem
the new jobs looking pretty good
fixed my classes

now its anthropology
gov econ hon
and ap physics

no more problems sepf for bills but thats ok i got taht under control

ok ive lost some people i thought were close to me
im losing the one persons faith i never thought id lose my grandmas
im reduced to not hangin around cory as much bc of some ppl and yet im finally content with tonight bc i know wut i need to do