Dude Whitney...i cant believe you are actually gone. i just keep thinking that i can pick up the phone and call you and tell you all about everything thats been happening, but then i realize i cant. I cant tell you, because you already know. I just want to hear your laugh one more time. I just wish that when you called me a couple days before all ( Read more... )

You want to know what happiness is? It's waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets & feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around & see them in their most peaceful & innocent state. They breathe like the weight of the world lays on anyone's shoulder but their own. You smile, kiss them; careful ( Read more... )

18 credit hours...6 classes..im pretty sure im crazy, and if i'm not already i will be by the end of the semester ( Read more... )

i'm slowly falling into this hole ( Read more... )

fed up, fed up, fed up! thats about all there is to say about my current mood ( Read more... )

he says he likes me,  he says that he loves having me around, he says that he'd be mad if i was hanging out with other guys, and then he says he doesnt want a girlfriend...it just all seems like a big joke. a month ago i never would have let a boy tell me that, id never let someone be so damn selfish...so why now? 
i am NOT that kind of girl...and i ( Read more... )

Artist/Band: Swift Taylor
Lyrics for Song: Come in with the Rain
Lyrics for Album: Other Songs
I could go back to every laugh
but i don't want to go there anymore
and i know all the steps up to your door
but i don't wanna go there anymore

talk to the wind
talk to the sky
talk to the man with the reasons why
and let me know what you find

i leave my window ( Read more... )

im in love with pensacola..

schools easy (so far)

ive made great friends.

only downside is dan...

he's changed sooo much since i left, nothing i do makes him happy and im sure hed be just as happy if i sat in my dorm 24/7 and waited to talk to him

he doesnt seem to be able to handle the fact that ive made friends and that i am going out and ( Read more... )

i move in  a week and have absolutly NOTHING packed or ready to go ( Read more... )

How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true ( Read more... )