Around this time last year, I found myself in the blank page between the chapter that was and the chapter to be. A significant portion of my then 22-year life had ended and a life-changing possibility was looming just around the corner. As much confusion as there was, hope and opportunity were beckoning. All I could do then was look forward and ( Read more... )

It's funny that 5 months later, I find myself typing in this blog again. And surprise surprise, it's still about the last entry I wrote here. This time, I write not because I'm trying to analyze things but rather because I find myself courageous enough to do so. Or apparently, so I thought because as close as I am to spilling my guts here, ( Read more... )

I hit my head really hard this morning as I was entering the car. By evening, it was still hurting that I got worried that what if it was severe and fatal (paranoid much, I know) and that what if my life was only up to that point. I came to thinking about regrets. I don't know why, but regrets have been teasing my thoughts lately. Maybe it's a ( Read more... )

i'm really in a pissy cranky mood and i can't pinpoint the exact reason yet. god i miss blogging here and letting out all my negativity and pessimism that i usually just shrug off. but for today, i can't just shrug it off. i'm in a weird state where everything is just so irritating and annoying and dumb and stupid. i hate feeling like this.

 
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 Sooo, in a span of an hour, I realized how terribly moody i am. That i have a lot of "issues" that need proper addressing coz most lie in the presupposition that i suck and that most people see through my confident facade and realize that therein lies a sucky girl. And this kapraningan results in me alienating myself. You see, i'm used to being ( Read more... )

We were on the road the whole day, attending two pre-prod meetings, celebrating Luis' birthday over lunch, looking for possible clothes for the upcoming shoots; that around 730pm, as we passed by a crowd gathering outside Outback. I wasn't really paying attention and I thought they were there coz they were waiting for a shuttle or something, until  ( Read more... )

I've mentioned before in twitter that I was considering blogging again but I never really found the will to do so, that is, until tonight. One of my oldest and closest friends returned to LJ and it was enough, although indirect, push to get me typing this first entry back. So yay for my first entry after the longest time :D

I've always had a lot of ( Read more... )

"If I had to define romance as anything, I'd call it extra-it's the impulse, spurred on by sentiment, to add a little something, to try a little harder, to do one more thing as a sign of the love you have for the other person."

I got this from yahoo. Was supposed to tweet this but it didn't meet the limit. :)

Yesterday, I came in for a job interview for a company I liked but for a position I wasn't really in to. Miss Icie interviewed me and she's so cool! We came to the conclusion that I wouldn't really thrive in a deskjob because she sensed that my passion lies in result-oriented things and I wouldn't really get that in HR because there's no end goal ( Read more... )