halloween was good

[beakur]

i remember in second grade we had a spelling test the week of halloween, and at the end of the test our teacher, sister pauline, asked us to spell halloween for extra credit.  i got it wrong, and was so disappointed to know that my not so bright friend got it correct.  i wasn't upset at him, i upset at myself.  i was the smart one.  in fact, i was

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[ragnarok_08]

interesting to realize that i have been hard on myself since then. actually, if i can point to the time in my life when i started feeling bad about myself, like something was wrong with me, it would be then, in second grade. i was what, 7 or 8 years old? that's when i was branded the class clown, disruptive, hyperactive, always distracting the other students. the problem was that i would finish my work before everyone else and i guess act out. i did not know what i was doing wrong, i just knew i was always wrong and getting in trouble.

I know that feeling :/

[dopefly]

You're a guy?!

[beakur]

yes hahahahaha

[dopefly]

I'm not sure why I thought otherwise