i have been doing schoolwork all day.  i got my second covid shot yesterday, and i did feel the side effects today; felt like i was getting a cold.  i'm still not done with schoolwork, and it is my sister-in-law's birthday party.  i feel bad for not going, no i really don't.  i would like to be there but i need to do well in school.  i at least ( Read more... )

i can't wait until this semester is over and i can enjoy summer.  i'll be fully vaccinated, so i'm thinking trips to mexico, san francisco.  i'm looking forward to going to the bars around my neighborhood, we moved it during the pandemic so everything has been closed.  bar crawl, yessir.  i'm thinking of taking voice lessons, and cleaning and ( Read more... )

about an hour ago i got off the phone with my ex-boss, when i used to work at the 3 years ago clinic.  his partner/ husband passed away about 4 months ago.  he said he reached out to me because, since his partner has passed, he feels he is in a point in his life where he feels 29 again.   i believe that was the age he was last single. he was with ( Read more... )

i really hope school is open 100% this fall, because i am looking forward to studying there all day instead of trying to study all day here at home. i'm hella procrastinating, but to my credit, i am getting it all done.  yesterday i went wine tasting with my sister, her partner, and my brother.  it was a beautiful day.

today i woke up wanting to ( Read more... )

i've been procrastinating from school work ever since my chem lab professor said he won't penalize us for late work.  well, i may also feel like i'm procrastinating because my physics professor went mia and has not posted anything and we haven't heard from her in more than a week.  she told us she was still recuperating from covid, but i didn't ( Read more... )

after getting my first dose of the moderna vaccine, i went over their house with some thai food.  they are both vaccinated, and we still take precaution like sitting out on the yard and i wear my mask, so i feel more comfortable being around them.  but i really like hanging out and eating out in the yard under the great southern california sky, day ( Read more... )

i'm financially secure. i'm healthy. my parents have good health.  even though i feel estranged from them right now.  well i feel estranged from everyone right now because all i do is school.  well, at least that is what my mind is set to do.  tbh, i think i waste a lot of time when i get easily distracted.  i can spend the whole day trying to ( Read more... )

i am having the hardest time studying for this chemistry exam wednesday.  i am just not finding the subject of acids and bases intriguing enough to do calculations to determine their pH, concentrations, equilibrium rates, etc.

i am having the hardest time concentrating.  i thought two days of rest was enough recovery time from spring break.  i ( Read more... )

my biggest flaw is that i always think i have a flaw.  not just a flaw, many flaws.  i have always felt like there something is wrong with me.  as a child i was hyperactive and disruptive. as a teen i was depressed and miserable.  as a young adult i was...i can't remember what i was.  i think that was one point in my life where i didn't necessarily ( Read more... )

last night my dude did not go out for drinks with his friend because it told him my concern that i did not feel comfortable with him going out while we are having relationship problems because i am afraid he will meet someone else.  he said he was not looking to meet anyone else.  i told him no one ever does, and i speak from experience.  my own ( Read more... )