the recent loss of employment has left me with many feelings of insecurity, uncertainty and all together doubt.i think, tho', as all of this is coming to me on a daily basis, i have thought of other ways to look at it.regardless of what the docs find or decide is the issue here,the real thing that i need to focus on is the fact that for once in my ( Read more... )

with the time i have off i have devoted myself to improve physically by losing the fat around my mid-section, tone up my arms(slowly but surely) and, then eventually, improve overall muscle mass.so very important to get this all underway and made a part of my day on a very strict and consitent level.getting injured and stepping back to take a look ( Read more... )

here i am, at this point, what seems like, yet again, only this time, it feels right. even tho' i am not at my physical best, it all seems so right on an emotional level.call it acceptance, call it not living in denial, call it what it is...i am uninvolved in any work or college right now and trying to find who and what i am.the unemployed issue ( Read more... )