Well they tried their best, but unfortunatly it wasn't enough to get a division one and advance to area. I super disapointed in the fact that I'm not gonna get another chance to march in a competition while I'm in high school but it's all my fault so no need to complain about that. I thought they did a hell of a good job and I'd like to beat the ( Read more... )

I feel much better today. Yesterday was a disaster, but I'm not gonna talk about it. I just hope the band makes area... They got so close to a division one today... If they make it to area, I'll be able to compete in one last competition while I'm in high school...

Who am I kidding... I thought I could be happy for once... I don't see how that's possible anymore... I hate my life...

I guess I'm never gonna get anything right... I'll be lucky if my lazy ass ever graduates from high school...

I don't think I could ever be happier. She is (without a doubt this time) the greatest person I've ever met. It still hasn't been that long, but I can easily say that I love her more than anything in the world... She is my world...

SUSIE IS THE GREATEST GIRL EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday was one of the happiest days I've had in years... I forgot what it felt like when the girl you have feelings for, has them back... I'M SOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, it's about 6 in the morning right now... I havn't gone to sleep and I don't plan too. The reason being, is that if I go to sleep now, I'll have to wake up in 2 hours and I'll feel like complete crap. This is the seconed time I've gone all night without sleeping this summer. It's not healthy, I know, but soon I plan to break the habbit. ( Read more... )

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