All I really do is whine. I think I should give up LJ cause I never have anything positive to say, besides I'm sure people are getting tired of me. Sometimes I need to let it all out, even if it's just in writing, but I've come to realize that maybe it's best to just keep it all inside of me. I know I'm a cry baby... I don't need to take this ( Read more... )

*Warning: depressed ranting ahead*Things in my life don't ever seem to change. All of this is routine. I remember a time when I used to be happy... Not a single worry would cross my mind... But now it almost feels like someone doesn't want me to be happy. They just like messing with my head thinking that I've finally found it and there won't ( Read more... )

Am I the bad guy ( Read more... )

I swear to god... If I ever see my brother in law again, I'll get violent... I guess violence solves everything, doesn't it?

I'm way too stuborn to let this go... I don't care how stalkerish it looks, I'm not giving up until I get to the bottom of this... I don't care what it takes and I don't care if I'm fighting for something I don't want... I just can't let this go...

There's so much pain inside of me... It just feels like someone is choking me every time I think about this whole thing... I just don't understand... I don't understand anything... The most important question that strangles my heart is just a simple "why", yet I feel like I might never know... God, I wish there was a rehab for heart break. I ( Read more... )

Maybe I've said this before, but I've never felt more horrible in my life... Everything in my life was going so great... But now, apparently, I loved her too much...

Well... Me and Susie are taking a break... I just hope to god that it's a break and not a break UP...

Someone tell me why I feel the way I do... I sure as hell don't know why myself... I feel useless... Loved by none... Doomed to failure... I have no idea why the ache in my heart throbs so violently... I've done nothing to provoke it... Or perhaps I feel this way for a reason... The wise, muffeled voice from within me is probably yelling at ( Read more... )