and im ate the fuck up once again! lol ( Read more... )

yes yes i know its been a while since my last post *sighs* have alot goin on in the life ordeal at the moment ( Read more... )

more explanation of my hatred torwards women ( Read more... )

welp today sucked... alot of bs with whitney.

she was kinda avoiding me today, and just bull shit like that.

leaves me to think from here on out.. dont get your hopes up just yet

prolly gonna go be a loser and lay down and watch cabin feaver and go to bed.

laters

B-

you know those cushion things u stick those needles in when you sew? and they look like a metalic porcupine?

well thats what my heart feels like

i dont want to hurt any more... just wake me up from this dream... i hate hurting...

well, i must say, i am about the happiest i have been in MONTHS. i now have a new girlfriend, the sweetest thing in the world. Josh said he was going to smack the shit outta me if i smile any more, because i look like i have a permanent smile attached to my face lol ( Read more... )

welp, the day has finally come that i think i will take my self off the market of "available guys" if ya know what i mean ( Read more... )

would u guys be down for friday night maybe bringing me orry, sean (his girl?) josh and maybe drew (maybe orrys girl and josh's friend) to one of your houses for a lil partay? i promise we will be on our best behaviors, nuthin will get broke and we will most likely stick to one room... trust me hun it will be totally cool, you have my word.

so yeah friday night will be fun. me drew sean orry (sean and orrys girfriends???) josh (josh's friend???) and felisha and heather the 2 most adorable women on earth (nice browny points aint they?) will be comming to the dun-dun to a party ( Read more... )

about 2 months ago i got my picture on hotornot.com because they have this "meet me" feature so this chick emailed me, names nikara. very sweet girl, 16, lives in st.pete shes in school, parents own a bar (maybe i can truely become and alcoholic??) and she just seems very sweet. so i asked her if i could take her out this weekend and she said yes ( Read more... )