Reading my old livejournal posts helps me realize the psychological progress I have made. jesus.

Hey livejournal,

what's up.

When I try, I fail. So why bother? It just makes me want to try even less.

But if I keep trying, there's more of a chance that it will happen. Right?

But the latter is a harder thing to do. But I guess I must keep trying.

The term "family" is just a stamp. That word means nothing to me anymore. You're family are just people like everyone else. You have a connection with some people and others you hate and are not friends with. So why be forced to like someone just because they're your "family?" No, that's not right. Fuck the whole definition of family and sticking ( Read more... )

New perspectives make things seem not so dark.
New friends make things better.

1. You can't depend on anybody ( Read more... )

ermmm I don't know why I feel like this and that makes it worse. I hate thisssssss.

I need a job.

Way too much stuff going on this summer which will make it go by so quickly. Which is not cool.

So monday I just have my sight singing and piano final then it's fini. Then some more finals and juries next week. May 5th May 5th May 5th May 5th ( Read more... )

But it's ok..

I'm gonna have a niece! :] Gianna Marie

wow

Got in to the state radio show on thursday FO FREE by the band. That was pretty sweet ( Read more... )