Ok, for a 24-year old girl, I've been in love 2, maybe 3 times in my life. For sake of argument, let's just call it 2. The third one wouldn't count anyways. But I came to a shocking conclusion this past weekend ( Read more... )

Who the fuck did you think you could be ( Read more... )

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Figured I'd write just for the sake of writing. I'm trashed. -ed. -ed. Haven't been this drunk in a lizong time. Wow, even hard to type jinda. But I haven't had much to write lately, well much that I want to write about. I feel like my path is becoming more and more defined. I hate to think that I'll never get outta this town but I think it ( Read more... )

Best trip .. well worth missing my flight this morning and having to fly through jersey to get home 12 hours later than scheduled. God I hate that awful place. But it was a fantastic trip and I forgot how beautiful Knoxville is. I honestly thought it had been ruined for me by so many bad memories, but I forgot how much of my persona was definied ( Read more... )

Leaving any minute for Knoxville. God, I'm ready for some sunshine .. I need this trip more than I need color on my white flesh. Should be a (well-needed) relaxing vacation -- the only hangup would be the exhusband finding out i'm around ( Read more... )

What the fuck ( Read more... )

At what point does one become an alcoholic? I really think a very close person to me is crossing that line, and I'm not sure how to approach the situation. I'm not alone on this one though. Another dear friend of mine has noticed the same trend, because I often worry if my paranoia is just to blame. Honestly I don't even feel like writing about ( Read more... )

BOYS LIE. WHY THE FUCK DO I EVEN TRY? I THINK THE RULE FOR A WHILE SHOULD BE TO USE THEM EXACTLY HOW I'VE BEEN USED IN THE PAST. IT'S KINDA FUN WHEN THERE ARE NO FEELINGS INVOLVED. I SPENT ALL SUMMER LAST YEAR GETTING OVER A MAN WHO DIDN'T DESERVE AN OUNCE OF MY HEART, AND NOW I GUESS I'LL HAVE TO DO THE SAME THING AGAIN. I JUST DON'T SEE HOW ( Read more... )

i don't know wtf u said 2 him last nite but apparently it was enuf 4 him to hate me now. he says you told him everything, and i'm just confused as to what exactly you had to tell him. all i ever wanted in my life was exactly what i had with him and it took every ounce of strength in my body to try to let him go because i thought it was what he ( Read more... )