HEy everyones, this is the semi-loveable Beanie saying that this is the last post on livejournal for the rest of her life. i am not going to commit suicide or anything retarded and cowardly like that, instead, i have just thought to myself that livejournal is a waste of time, also, it is now getting really emo. no offence to anyone but i think that ( Read more... )

realtionships are so fucking retarded, i cant stand them. why do i even try? mod boy and i broke up on saturday evenning and i have a feeling that he doesnt want to be my friend anymore but then again, i am really paranoid. i honestly think that i was meant to be a lesbian cause i really have not been attracted to guys at all. its mostly girls who ( Read more... )

I GOT MESSED UP!!!Mod Will gave me some vodka and i drank most of it and then passed out. when i awoke, i was freaking myself out and everyone else, and for this i am sorry. the alcohol was not what made me pass out but the whole no sleep thing. i also was not freaking out because of the alcohol but merely was just confused and i didnt want to be ( Read more... )

Hey peoples, i am incredibly happy....I have a new relationship thing, yipppeeeeeee!!!

School is starting soon, why? I dont want to go back to school. I hate the fact that the same old stupid people are going to be there and it makes me want to vomit. Last year, I had so many mental break downs from everyones stupid problems. I have one thing to say, if you feel as though you want to kill yourself keep this in mind, FUCKING COWARD ( Read more... )

hey guess what, everyones? beanies back. yep for all yalls who dislike me in anyway, shape or form, the break from me is over. ha ha, i laugh at your pain!!!! any who, i changed my hair drastically, yeah, bye

hey fuckers. i am gunna be back in albuquerque tomorrow, isnt it awesome. any who, tell everyone you know that i will be back soon.

hey peoples, my b-day is coming up really soon and im not gunna be home for a nother week. i gots myslf a new peircing. i got the middle thing of my ear peirced and it is swollen right now. surprisingly it didnt hurt at all any ways my b-day is tomorrow so everyone should have wild parties in to honor me or something, i dunno.

hahahaha, i have been painting my aunts living room for a while now and the fumes from the paint have climbed through my skull and into my brain. im kinda light headed and dizzy. im also really hyper cause my cousins gf made me a drink of some sort. yeah, i gotta go...bye

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