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Back is killing me! I don't have any extra money to spend on the doctor but lord it is not getting any better. I know I should be working out but should I if it hurts to lay anyway but on my right side? Why can't we get a brake? Tried to refinance yesterday but can't bc Eric has not been self employed long enough to count his income and I don't ( Read more... ) -
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I just want to sleep and have the pain in my lower back go away.
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Getting better
I feel like things are getting better. I am training again for the half in Richmond. I don't care about time, it is just about getting out and moving again. Emerson's surgery was canceled and has to be rescheduled so I still feel anxious about that and really want them to call back with a firm date and I hope it is before I have to go back to work ( Read more... ) -
Good news
Today was better. I called the collection agency back and they just wanted us to pay more each month. I think we can do that. We also did our taxes. We have not had a return like that in a really long time. Thanks to Emerson and the medical bills. It was nice getting some good news.
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Broke
Well it is official I am broke yet again. In college I became broke for the first time. I had to close my savings account and constantly had a balance on my credit card. We have just above the minimum in our savings account and a balance on the credit card hat I try to pay off each month but it is hard. We owe a lot in medical bills because of ( Read more... ) -
Memories yuck
I remember the oddest things. In middle school I used to walk the halls instead of going to class. I tried to kill myself and my parents found out. Instead of listening to me it became all about my mom. Looking back now I bet that's when I made the choice not to share my feelings with anyone. In high school I eat lunch in a bathroom. I had this ( Read more... ) -
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It's Christmas and I am sad. I know I am suppose to be happy but I can't remember the last time I was. There are bad thoughts that go through my head and I can't get rid of them. I am very depressed and can't seem to get my head above water for very long. Don't get me wrong I love Eric and our two sons but I am not loving me right now and I don't ( Read more... ) -
4th run in the books with a record
Well I finished my fourth 1/2 marathon this past weekend and I beat my previous time by 15 minutes! I know after having knee surgery to repair my ACL and running through pain in my hip I still was able to improve my time by 15 minutes. So my new record is 2:38:38 maybe next time I can get to the 2:30 mark. Here are some pictures of me after the ( Read more... ) -
Myself
I need to find myself again. I don't know what it is but I just don't feel like myself any more. I feel like I am in a fog. Last week I struggled with strep throat and now it is a cough. Yesterday was the first time I have run in about a week or week and a 1/2. It was a four mile run but it felt like much longer. I guess I was struggling because ( Read more... )